Woman scorned

Hello my friends, hope all is well? Just wanted to talk it out and thought I might drop in for a chat?!
I'm feeling a little down today. Maybe it's because the day is cold and gloomy so my mood decided to match it or maybe it's because there's some discord in my life and it's making me feel down?

I hate discord! I especially hate being the scapegoat for everyone's problems when all I've ever done was be there and support them. I really don't understand it to be honest with you? I mean I thought being helpful and kind and supportive were things that would make people happy and show how much I care and love them, but has been my unfortunate experience that it causes the exact opposite effect?! Apparently, if I'm helpful, I'm being too involved in there lives and is being annoying? If I'm kind, that apparently gives them the license to think they can take advantage and walk all over me and if I'm being supportive, apparently, I'm being some kind of judge mental critical B****! I mean is it me? I didn't think I was doing anything wrong? All I would do is be there when they called or needed me, be an ear or shoulder to cry on when they needed to talk and try to give Godly advice when they were facing troubling situations, but apparently by my doing that, I have become the enemy. I have become the reason why their lives are so miserable and I am the one that needs to apparently stay away and out of everything??!!

Truth be told, I'm perfectly fine with that, like I said, I HATE discord and really don't want it in my life. So, if they choose to cut themselves out of my life because of their own issues, not mine, I'm fine with that, but don't come running back and be hurt when I'm not there waiting anymore.

Here's another truth, I probably would still be there, because I don't have the heart to turn from someone in need, but if I feel I've been hurt enough times, don't get mad when I decide to treat you the same way you so cold heartedly treated me first....Until next time my beloved